My life is different than it was 6 months ago. I'm confident I'll be starting off my memoirs for upcoming months and years with the same knowing. Recently I've been in a reflective energy as to who I am publicly and personally. Building, manifesting and stabilizing a better self concept of myself has not been exactly a chore but a new knowing. I've never personally felt lost but more so stagnancy in different sections of my life. I think it's valuable to note that sometimes we aren't afraid of what we can't but more so where we are going to land. For me? I never had to question if my ideas were good enough. I just knew. My biggest fear is my art and being being translated incorrectly. Rediscovering my human design chart from the type to the environment, I am reminded that with my unconscious 5 line people may find it easy to project on me. Sometimes people fear what they can't group or try to break it. People even try to test out your techniques and sometimes it works for them sometimes it doesn't.
This year for me was allowing myself to get comfortable in places I remember being uncomfortable in. Whether it's physical, digital, spiritual, environmental, emotional and mental. I feel like I've had a long dated resting period and cleanse when it has came to my support system and the work I do. I'm just excited to showcase what I learned and hope it inspires other people.
